My Day Yesterday

It's really been a very long day for me. I am quite happy with some of my assignments in My oDesking Life because my buyers are really great and of course the members of my team. They really help a lot on making me feel a little less "bobo". I was sort of feeling like I was really getting "mahina" when it comes to my tasks. *tsk*

But this day is much better than the other ones... I am slowly getting back into my line and it's always a good thing when that happens.

It's 03:33am and I am still up. I am really tired but I cannot sleep.

I am praying and hoping that my day later is going to be a little much better and that I can accomplish all the tasks in my hands. It makes me feel good when I finish all what I have to.

Kuya is home. I somehow feel better about it. Makes me feel like I don't know, maybe safe because he's my Kuya of course. We never had any row for a really long while and it's good. He'll be going back in Makati within this week because he'll be starting he's new job in Marriott Hotel Manila. I am proud of him really, even though he most of the time acts like he is the youngest in the family.

I think that is why I got really matured in the way I think early. There was someone who told me that I am a child, but maybe that is because that person never really valued me for the things I did right. Well, anyway this year is going to add up another one into my middlesome age...

I'm not dreading getting older. I don't know why...

I don't want to celebrate my birthday and it's really far from now. I just don't want to celebrate it... I haven't personally (deep inside me) celebrated my birthday for two long years now (turning 3). I just don't want to.

I am planning a birthday day out for my Kuya though, maybe I'll buy what he's been asking me for, as a birthday gift and treat him and our Mama out for a lunch or dinner and go to church.

I missed going in the Greenbelt Dome Church. One of these days when I have time to visit my relatives in Makati, I will definitely go there and pray and just sit for a while. I used to that when I was still going to school in Mapua Makati. I used to go there every afternoon before I head home...

It's almost 4am now and I should be heading for bed.

It's going to be a long day for me later. But I am always thankful for the blessings that God gave me and my family. Actually, My Family, My Friends, My Work, My Teammates are more than enough. =)

The Dark Side...

I have this other blog page which I recently made. I was thinking of ways on how to make both my blogs somewhat different from each other and I come up with a great idea.

This blog is too colorful for me to post rants, sadness, pains and more rants. So, I have decided on making Never Glance Back as the complete opposite of this blog.

I plan on posting My Dark Side there. It doesn't literally mean like me being mad or evil. It's a place where I can relieve and share all the things that keeps on bothering me and things that keeps on making my mind go 360...

Anyway, it's not bad to let your mind take a rest and clean out things that makes it feel bad and somehow, makes your mind wander inside a never ending maze...

Different...

Our Lives maybe turning Upside Down
It may seem that all the Troubles are converging in on Us...
Rainy Days may stay for a long while
Through All These


I Will Stand Still
I Will Stand Tall
I Will Be Strong
My Prayers... and My Faith... Are My Weapon
My Mom and My Brother, Are My Home and Serenity


I Will Fight All These
I Will Make it Through, together with My Loved Ones
I Can Fly High and Soar in the Sky
I Can Swim the Deepest of Seas and
Climb the Highest of Mountains


These are Just Trials
God Won't Let Us Fall and
I Would Never Let Him and My Family Down
This is Me...


Different...