It's been 10 long days that things have started to change, I'm not really quite sure if it was 10 days, maybe 12. I'm not sure.
I know that people do walk in and out our lives, that can't be helped. However, he stormed out into mine like I never mattered to him. Like we never shared thoughts, problems, laughter, arguments, and those priceless times where I can just take a look at his eyes and smile.
I don't know how it all turned out like this.
He left without even saying Goodbye. The last time I saw him, he just told me about some random thing. He cannot even look me in the eye and smile, just like old times. He doesn't even know how sad I have become and how tears just suddenly drop from my eyes without me knowing it.
In just a short time, we have become strangers again. I am not blaming him for making me miserable for the past few days. Because, maybe it was my fault. I would rather see two of us argue about something than seeing my face all soaked up from tears.
Was it wrong to feel Love and be honest? Was it such a crime?
I go on every day like it is the same. However, I know that my every single day will never be the same, again...
I am now once again, back to my daily school routine of: breakfast at the cafeteria, library during vacant hours, and head straight home after classes. No more: "I'll see you at 1pm after your class", "Where are you?", "I'm home.", "Did you have lunch/dinner?", "Let's watch a movie.", "I'm starving, let's eat.", "No more uniquely words.", and "Take care."
I won't hear you laugh at things that sometimes, I think are stupid. I won't get excited for my classes to end because it means I'll get to see you and your beautiful eyes...
No more "Pangtoa" for me. Especially, no more you...
I may not understand the reasons as to how things have ended like it did. But still, I am thankful to have known you and that you have become part of my life, even for just a short while. I have learn really good things from you and I know, you're a good person. You may not have treated me well for the past days (and I know, I don't deserve that cold treatment) but that doesn't mean you have become someone not-so-nice.
Maybe, this has to happen because our lives were never meant to be together. You're living your own life and I have my own too. We are two different individuals that need to part ways. You have to go back to living your real life and I have to pretend that everything is okay, until pretending becomes reality for me...
I have to keep moving forward and be strong. I have always been one and I am not regretting any of these, especially now that sadness and the 'many-questions' are haunting me.
I always live my life with no regrets and I will never regret a single day that I have loved and cared for you...
"Jinja. Saranghamnida..."
-Kring
KringKring
Sunday, August 26, 2012
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Brave Movie and Merida's Hair
Over the Phone Yesterday:
Him: "Your hair, every morning is like in Brave."
Her: *Thinking very hard about what he was trying to tell me, because he sounds really jibberish...* "Huh? What? I don't understand you..."
Him: "Okay, listen. Last movie we watch in Robinson Mall. Every breakfast, you hair is like in Brave."
Her: *Finally! I remembered telling him that my hair is like Merida's every morning.* "Oh, hahaha!!! Hahaha!!! Hahaha!!! Why? Do you know that my hair right now is like Merida's in Brave?" *That's because I haven't comb my hair since morning.*
Him: "Oh no... No..."
Hahaha!!! =))
Since he's so scared to see my hair all bushy and tangled, here's one photo for you! =P
Chitto and Kring Conversations Part 2. =D
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Him: "Your hair, every morning is like in Brave."
Her: *Thinking very hard about what he was trying to tell me, because he sounds really jibberish...* "Huh? What? I don't understand you..."
Him: "Okay, listen. Last movie we watch in Robinson Mall. Every breakfast, you hair is like in Brave."
Her: *Finally! I remembered telling him that my hair is like Merida's every morning.* "Oh, hahaha!!! Hahaha!!! Hahaha!!! Why? Do you know that my hair right now is like Merida's in Brave?" *That's because I haven't comb my hair since morning.*
Him: "Oh no... No..."
Hahaha!!! =))
Since he's so scared to see my hair all bushy and tangled, here's one photo for you! =P
Chitto and Kring Conversations Part 2. =D
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Monday, August 6, 2012
The Truth About Street Cats and Dogs in the Philippines 101
Because Chitto is still very fascinated behind the reasons on why cats and dogs here in Pinas are very kind towards each other, here are some conclusions we came up with:
Hee's:
1. Because the cats and dogs feel HOT due to the Philippine weather. According to him, the so-called "4 Seasons" in the PH are: Hot, Hotter, Best of the Best Hot, and Hot to Hell. *Hahaha!!! I couldn't agree with him more*
2. Some street cats and dogs have skin diseases and since they don't want to get infected, they choose to distance themselves from each other.
3. That cats and dogs here grew together and eventually become friends.
Kring's:
1. Because cats and dogs here understand each other well.
2. Cats and dogs here are gentle. *Really Kring? That's the best you can think of?*
Yes, I know, this question is something I cannot really answer well and whenever we talk about this, it makes me laugh! =))
Chitto and Kring Conversations Part 1. =D
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Hee's:
1. Because the cats and dogs feel HOT due to the Philippine weather. According to him, the so-called "4 Seasons" in the PH are: Hot, Hotter, Best of the Best Hot, and Hot to Hell. *Hahaha!!! I couldn't agree with him more*
2. Some street cats and dogs have skin diseases and since they don't want to get infected, they choose to distance themselves from each other.
3. That cats and dogs here grew together and eventually become friends.
Kring's:
1. Because cats and dogs here understand each other well.
2. Cats and dogs here are gentle. *Really Kring? That's the best you can think of?*
Yes, I know, this question is something I cannot really answer well and whenever we talk about this, it makes me laugh! =))
Chitto and Kring Conversations Part 1. =D
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Chitto and Kring Journals - Part 01
As I have written on my past blogs that I am now on my journey to become a journalist, I have enrolled not in (Collegio de San Juan de Letran) but in Lyceum of the Philippines University, also located inside the walls of Intramuros in Manila.
It's been almost two months of getting to know people, eventually becoming friends with them, appreciating my classes and the professors, wearing a uniform that I am now starting to like (well, not really), being part of the CAS Council Committee (College of Arts and Sciences), joining school organizations, being a bit-lazy me, studying well, and those sometimes that I just don't want to attend some of my classes.
After some two weeks of attending my Basic Photography Class, I noticed two Korean students on my class that day. They look familiar because I often see the two of them around school, what I did was give one of them a copy of our past discussion notes (that "one of them" is Dragon, yes you all read right, his English name is Dragon) and the other is Chitto (that's his Filipino name by the way).
I wasn't able to converse with them because I felt that they feel awkward talking with other people, so I let them be and I am just ready to answer if they have questions regarding the class.
By the way, our Photography Class schedule is only once a week for three hours (Thursdays). After a week, I saw them again and braced myself to have a good conversation with them, it was Dragon who was very keen to talk with me and my friend LA. I noticed his friend Chitto was very quiet and asked him why, he told me the reason and I understood. =)
It was actually fun to get to know them, especially Dragon who was really fun to talk with, and that said, i think we all become friends, which is a good thing.
After another week has passed, I get to know Chitto better because I tried talking with him. I actually find him really nice and humble. That day at Photography Class, I asked Chitto if he wants to have Korean Ice Cream and he was happy at the sound of a "Sweet Korean Ice Cream", he then said the word: "Pangtoa" (which sounded "Pang-tu-wa" in my ears) over and over again, it got me thinking what the H is "Pang-tu-wa", then found out that it's a Korean Ice Cream Sandwhich. =D
*This photo was taken when we had our photowalk to come up with a decent homework for our Photography Class. (Yeah, I look like $H!+ 'cause I have been feeling quite sick that time.) Hahaha! By the way, we are two complete-opposite individuals. "Contrast in Height and Contrast in weight"
After that day, I have gotten to know Chitto more. I have noticed that he would often say that he is a very serious man. However, from what I can see, he is simply funny. He can make me laugh, just by saying different English terminologies that only he can come up with. =D
I would have to say that it was a start of a friendship that maybe, no one will ever understand. Oh, maybe because we two are both geniuses and sometimes a bit babo (stupid). =D
I am having a difficult time writing every single detail in this post, not because I have forgotten about them. Maybe it's because it's quite difficult to write about an overwhelming feeling that I am now having a really hard time understanding myself. =)
Oh, did I tell you guy and gals that I am sometimes babo? Hahaha! =))
Anyway, this was just the beginning. Weeks has passed since that day, so there are really loads of blogs to post. (Blame my busy schedule at school, I haven't been blogging for the same reason that I am very busy and sometimes, I just don't know where to start.) =D
More blog posts to come! =)
-Kring
It's been almost two months of getting to know people, eventually becoming friends with them, appreciating my classes and the professors, wearing a uniform that I am now starting to like (well, not really), being part of the CAS Council Committee (College of Arts and Sciences), joining school organizations, being a bit-lazy me, studying well, and those sometimes that I just don't want to attend some of my classes.
After some two weeks of attending my Basic Photography Class, I noticed two Korean students on my class that day. They look familiar because I often see the two of them around school, what I did was give one of them a copy of our past discussion notes (that "one of them" is Dragon, yes you all read right, his English name is Dragon) and the other is Chitto (that's his Filipino name by the way).
I wasn't able to converse with them because I felt that they feel awkward talking with other people, so I let them be and I am just ready to answer if they have questions regarding the class.
By the way, our Photography Class schedule is only once a week for three hours (Thursdays). After a week, I saw them again and braced myself to have a good conversation with them, it was Dragon who was very keen to talk with me and my friend LA. I noticed his friend Chitto was very quiet and asked him why, he told me the reason and I understood. =)
It was actually fun to get to know them, especially Dragon who was really fun to talk with, and that said, i think we all become friends, which is a good thing.
After another week has passed, I get to know Chitto better because I tried talking with him. I actually find him really nice and humble. That day at Photography Class, I asked Chitto if he wants to have Korean Ice Cream and he was happy at the sound of a "Sweet Korean Ice Cream", he then said the word: "Pangtoa" (which sounded "Pang-tu-wa" in my ears) over and over again, it got me thinking what the H is "Pang-tu-wa", then found out that it's a Korean Ice Cream Sandwhich. =D
*This photo was taken when we had our photowalk to come up with a decent homework for our Photography Class. (Yeah, I look like $H!+ 'cause I have been feeling quite sick that time.) Hahaha! By the way, we are two complete-opposite individuals. "Contrast in Height and Contrast in weight"
After that day, I have gotten to know Chitto more. I have noticed that he would often say that he is a very serious man. However, from what I can see, he is simply funny. He can make me laugh, just by saying different English terminologies that only he can come up with. =D
I would have to say that it was a start of a friendship that maybe, no one will ever understand. Oh, maybe because we two are both geniuses and sometimes a bit babo (stupid). =D
I am having a difficult time writing every single detail in this post, not because I have forgotten about them. Maybe it's because it's quite difficult to write about an overwhelming feeling that I am now having a really hard time understanding myself. =)
Oh, did I tell you guy and gals that I am sometimes babo? Hahaha! =))
Anyway, this was just the beginning. Weeks has passed since that day, so there are really loads of blogs to post. (Blame my busy schedule at school, I haven't been blogging for the same reason that I am very busy and sometimes, I just don't know where to start.) =D
More blog posts to come! =)
-Kring
"Beautiful" By: Megan Nicole
It's been a long while since the last time I posted something here in my blog. I'm sorry, my bad... I've been quite busy with school and all that.
I've heard this song over YouTube and the lyrics says it all. Of how my heart exactly feels right this very moment.
I will be posting blog in a few and maybe somehow people will get to understand why this song has been playing on my iPod since yesterday.
Got this video uploaded by: "megannicolesite". Thanks for the video!
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"I wanna be swept off my feet... I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe... I wanna be your dream come true... I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you..."
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-Kring
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