My Thank You's :D

Another year has passed, i can't say that it was a good year for me, but i have a lot to thank for. for the people who never left myside, who was with me through and through... for the ones who taught me about different things in life... for my family, especially my mama. :) who sticks with me like a bubblegum in my hair. :D for my friends, especially Lan, Pangs and of course, Panget. :D

Who would have thought that i'll have almost everything good and bad this year? but through it all, I'm still thankful.

I don't know what's to come for the next years of my life. i don't want to know, but I'm hoping that i can face all of it...

I send a sms to my family and friends to greet them and thank them. :D

I know that I'm not suppose to blog about Panget, but here it goes. hehehe. :D (I know you'll forgive me. :D) -You have been a great best buddy Panget... I've been through a fierce storm, and there you are, shining. "my little sunshine..." (matangkad ka nga pala...) hehehe!!! :D

and for Lan, my super-duper friend. who listens to me... and gives his opinions. :D ready to give his advice, as to not kill myself. hehehe. :D misshhhh you lan, see you soon ha? :D

for Pangs, kahit na napakalayo mo, malapit ka pa din... :D yun gusto ko sayo eh... hehehe. :D kita-kits tayo ha? umuwi ka na kasi dito sa kamaynilaan...hehehe. :)

for Jan, wah... thanks for everything ha... My good friend through and through... (ang alam ko eh, pamangkin na kita... tanda ko na talaga...) hehehe. :D

I have so much to thank for that its very hard to elucidate how i feel. :D

though I know that there would always be those times that I would want to end everything... I just hope that I would get through those times of darkness... :)

and of course, i want to thank God... for giving me all of this... :D

and my friends... I know that you all know who you are. :D

I'm just praying that I'll do better next year than I did this year... :) *fingers crossed, wink*

So, expect more entries from me. hehehe. :D


big hugs for bobert, ate jo, densyo, tupe mahal ko, papacabs, ate stephie, inggo mahal!, mommy, rica ganda and everyone dyan. hehehe! :D

and ate che. :D

most of all, "GAYLI" umuwi ka na nga kasi... hehehe. :D

xoxo


-ces

My Twilight Book Series

yes, i have the hard bound copies of the Twilight Series.

I won those book from the Market Cinemas, last 17.12.08. yep, i won the raffle!!! :D

wasn't able to blog about it, 'coz im so lazy... hehehe. :)) i was up for about 4 nights, reading the books... :D

i was planning on buying the books, and luckily i got them for free. :D

i soooooo like the story...

i have a new book by Sophie Kinsela, "The Undomestic Goddess". maybe i'll finish the book by tom a.m. hehehe. :)) i'm thyough reading the copy of "Remember Me?" also by S.K. i'm a book addict, "My own personal brand of Heroin". :D

and i saw a new book by JK Rowling, "The Tales of Beedle, The Bard" from the last sequel of HP. (the one that Dumbledore left for Hermione). I'll have a copy of that book (i'll asl my mom to give me a copy...) hehehe. :D

and for those who have my books, please... I need them back... I'm attached to my books... :) esp. my HP books (because some of the copies, were given to me as a gift...) and my Paulo Coelho novels. let me know when can i get them, okay? thanks! :D

Leaving It All Behind

late post: 26.12.08




Christmas has passed. I got through it just fine, better than I have thought.

I wasn't able to say goodbye to my friend... It's very difficult... I can't even tell him a single word of goodbye...

It was a nice afternoon yesterday, just have a nice conversation with a good friend. It was warm. very different with the cold days I used to have... a little sunshine right in my face.

I need to get back on my track, I have been lost for a while... and I need to find my way on my own. but I know I will... slowly.

I realized that I don't need someone to be with me, for me not to be alone... I know it would be a lonely journey, but of course there's those little sunshines on my way, just like yesterday.

I just cannot have all the things I want in life, that's reality. but then, I can have somethings I don't expect to come my way... that's better though.

It's better to leave that part of my past behind... so that I won't have to feel the emptiness every second... at least for now.

Next year, I have a decision to make... but it's for next year, so I'll just have to enjoy what I have for now.

It's nice to know that someone needs me, even if the reason would be so simple... it's still very nice.

I'll just leave every hurtful things behind, it's not an escape, it's more of loving Myself more and more each day...