It's been that long since the last time I have seen you. The last time I saw your eyes, your eyes weren't smiling that time. Void of meaning... Looking at me like they don't know me at all, you cannot even look at me straight, for reasons that I will never know and will never understand...
I have been quite busy with school that I feel physically and mentally exhausted, it's been a roller coaster ride for me and almost everyone who crams to accomplish every requirements needed for our Final Period. Exams will soon come to an end tomorrow, just one more final exam for me and I can cry "Vacation!"
I was able to find time to sleep more hours lately and now, post a blog. Also, feelings that have been shoved aside have been biding me hello recently and I know "I Miss You" a lot. I won't deny the fact that there are those times in my busy days that you crossed my mind even without seeing things that remind me of you.
Tears are now starting to fall again, maybe because I miss you and most probably because I know you've gone too far away... Far away from me.
There were those sometimes that we get to chat over FB and I remembered having been able to talk with you over the phone since you go back home and left me here, eyes all soaked up with tears.
My every day is not all gloomy though, thank God for my sweet and good friends at school who make me laugh and smile most of the times. However, I can never compare those happy days I have spent with you before from the happy days I have now.
I know you're doing well now, as I am writing these words. Too busy and too occupied with work, friends, blogging, photography, and being happy. Living your life the way you want it, far from the days you lived your few months here in the Philippines.
How I want to just fly way up south and see you. See your beautiful eyes again and have those silly conversations that can make my heart flutter with happiness...
But reality is too kind (and I am being sarcastic now), too kind to let us be thousand of miles away from each other. Living me with just memories and photographs to write about.
How I Miss You So Much... that tears are coming my way again...
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"Gaseumi shirin ge baraman boneun ge geudaega eobtneun ge. Seupgwancheoreom iksukhaejyeo nan apeun juldo moreuneyo... Nunmuli naneunde maldo mothaneunde uteoya haneunde. Seupgwancheoreom geudae apeseo babocheoreom Saranghaeseo..."
Nunmuli naneundae...
-Words from Lee Hyun's song "My Heartache..."
Jeongmal Seulpeoyo...
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I am now even learning Korean language and Hangeul so that if fate gives me another last chance to see you, I can tell you how I feel for you with words I am sure you won't have difficult time understanding...
I still believe that someday, sooner or later I will see you and your beautiful eyes again...
-Kring
✿ ✎ ♬ ♥
