For Far Too Long

People see things differently and even if I badly wanted to exclude myself in the equation, I simply just can't. You know how we all sometimes get things wrong, but in the process everything seem right? Well yes, in reality it happens.

We would see ourselves strong, not until we face what we fear most; like acceptance and letting go. There are quite some few things that I always consider (just because I am most of the times still scared) before I push myself to move on.

First is, wasting time hovering unto something that my mind knows means nothing. Like hoping to take love in return; yes I know for a fact that it shouldn't be taken, less likely to asked for. Love is a decision, not an option because we would say: "I love (insert name here), because blah... blah... blah..."

Second, well obviously because we feel that we love that person and that we don't want to spend days without him/her. But the real question should be: "Does that person reciprocally feels the same way we do towards him/her?"

Yes, we can blame ourselves for falling for someone who can never love us back. Blame ourselves all we want, then succumb to the pain for being dum-dum. Overthink about the almost could have beens of the love we feel, then feel disappointed with ourselves even more.

It's been far too long that I should have walked away from what I know is an endless journey with no destination whatsoever; now here I am, blogging my written thoughts away... Trying to drown the sadness with words which I know I can only do for now.

Because the truth is, it is really hard to walk away and never look back.

-Kring