My oDesk Life

I've been doing some home based job for almost a year now as a Writer, SEO Consultant, Link Builder, Blogger and a Web Content Writer.

I have always dreamed of becoming a writer. I've been writing in our college newspaper before and even become an editor. I am very passionate about writing and I love what I do. Some say its a God given talent and I am always thankful for having these words in my head that never seem to fade.

I've been a freelance provider in oDesk and I would have to say that it is really very convenient for me since I cannot really do office work away from home, due to my medical condition. I have been through some moments where I was denied a job because I have Epilepsy. It saddens me still to be not able to work away from the comfort and safety of my home but my home based job is something that I really treasure and it gives me the courage to Keep on Moving Forward...

There are buyers that can be a little pain in the butt, but there are those who are really very nice and can be trusted. Good buyers makes me want to work harder and be one of the many good freelance providers around the net.

This is my job and I love it. This is something that I will keep on holding to until I have more courage to fulfill some of my dreams that have been washed away by the storm and the trials I've been through.

I have really change for the past few years and I know that I will never be the same person as I was before. I think and feel that the changes made were something I never imagined I will ever go through... People would often tell me that I have changed and I never denied it.

I have changed my priorities and I am doing things on my own. I still appreciate advice from family and friends but as I have said, I have changed...

I can say that I am not a totally good person and neither I am bad... Maybe I'm one of those who are in between.

Saw these pictures somewhere in the net and of course I can use them to post anywhere, for free. I just had an idea of what to write about. So here goes nothing...

I know it's not valentine of any kind or puso day, neither I am into it. Ever wonder why this L.O.V.E. thing can make or break someone? Well, it really depends...

People, they say and I think too, seems to act odd when they're under the spell of this four letter word. They can be the best or the worst of themselves, they can do anything like climb the highest mountain or swim the deepest of seas... they can also be selfish and stupid.

I've been through there and that... hahaha. Not that I am an expert, I never was... because if I was, well... should I need to say it? =P

Am I making any sense? I guess not, but lately I've been really wanting to post this pictures and write something about it, I want to get rid of it too, since it's occupying loads of space on my drive.

These are the pictures.





Do you picture yourself on this one? When your heart seems to be feeling so much for someone? but that someone don't even care of turning around and look at you to see and know how you feel? *tsk*





Or are you feeling the same with this photo? or maybe...





Both of you are on this happily ever after, blissful, sweetness L.O.V.E.

Any of this picture can describe how you feel, right? but of course there are exceptions... some people, don't see themselves here, because they are now color blind, cannot seem to figure out the little red thing.

They often said that Love is Blind, for me, I think it's the person who is in it, who was once in it and who'll soon be into it, that is blind, not because they can't see, but rather refuse to see it... that's why they get blinded by it.

As for me, oh well. I'm not really in any of these photo's... I am now color blind and I can say that it's sometimes better not to see colors, grays and pale shades are fine with me, no strong bright colors that can hurt my eyes.

Since I wrote this and find these pictures, I want one that I can picture myself. =P so I edit one of the pictures to come up the best one to describe me or that missing red thing. hahaha.

So anyone on this photo too?






yah... hahaha.

Don't react you guys, just making a post here. It's been a while since I write posts like this and I guess it's okay.

I've been busy lately, my hands are quite full, just had a little break and post these ones here.

Have a goody good weekend everyone. =)

A Story of a Fan: "Tribute to Michael Jackson"

Yes, just like everyone else who's always been Michael Jackson's fan, I do miss him and he will forever stay in my heart.

Just wanted to share my story on how I get to know the Man from his music, his moves and his kind heart that he have shared with the world.


It was way back mid 90's, I think it was August of 1994 that I first watched a movie about his family, it was titled: "Jacksons The American Dream", I think that movie was aired on ABC 5 that year and that was the first time I get to admire a person who's passion for music is just amazing. I got to know about how he see things and how he felt about things, that even in a mouse that he found a friend.

I was in 5th grade that year and I was so moved by Michael Jackson that I started to listen to his songs and watch his videos. I even get to watch news about him.

I was only 10 that time and I don't really care about what the media has been buzzing about him. For me, I found solace and happiness when I get to listen into his songs. Even in school, I sometimes argue with my fellow students when they say not so nice things about him.

I get to see the person behind Michael Jackson "the entertainer", I admired him for his love of children and the world itself, how he sees the goodness in almost everyone. He helped so many children around the world and that made me give him respect because I was still a kid back then and being a kid didn't stop me from giving him respect.

December of 1996 was one of the most amazing night of my life. I have waited for years to actually see Michael and hear his voice floating in the air. I was able to watch him dance from a far and hear his voice like he's beside me. At least I get the chance to scream out: "I Love You Michael!" and I don't care if did hear me say those words. I was happy that I get to be a part of his HIStory.

As years passed, I have always been a fan. A loyal fan. Every time I get to hear people talking bad and hurtful things about him I get really upset even if I don't show it. From all the molestation cases to the very hurtful accusations...

As a fan all I can really do is to wish and pray that Michael will some day found that peace and happiness that he deserves.

I was actually hoping to be a part of his maybe last tour but I guess it will never happen no more. It saddens me that he wasn't able to spend more years with his kids and watch them grow into persons that he will always be proud of. I felt sad for his kids that they have lost their father and will not be able to spend happy times with him.

I just wish that people would just stop talking about him and finally give him peace that he, like everyone else deserves.

I know that this post is a little late and this is some sort of my tribute for his birthday and sorry if I posted a little late.

I pray that Michael will find and feel the peace and happiness he never felt in this planet. For him to be able to smile and not hide any pain and sufferings. I pray for his children too and his family.

Michael Jackson will forever be in my heart. I have learn to love music and appreciate every notes and every words because of him.

A late Happy Birthday Michael.