The Love Thing

No one may really understand this four character word, because if you try so hard to elucidate how this feels, well good luck! =)

Love's meaning may differ for each and everyone. It depends on how you choose to love someone, there are times that some of us learns love the hard way and sometimes love is a fairy tale. However, it doesn't really matter, because in reality loving someone and loving truly is the important factor that gives meaning to this word.

Love is never perfect and please never assume it'll ever be. Love is a compromise, it's like a vice versa lane. It can never be a one way lane. When you feel that love thing, you'll know and at the same time be very confused about it.

When someone got hurt badly from loving they tend to just forget about it. It should never be like that because Love goes on... It believes. It's like the sun that always shine at it's brightest.

Never give up on Love... giving up is not an option because Love is for everyone. There is no right or wrong way to love someone, it's not like a class where love are the students, no one can never teach Love...

For me, Love is like the air I breathe. Without it, I will never survive. I always surround myself with the people whom I know love me and value me. These are people that I love too, I keep on pushing myself each and every day and never give up.

I can walk alone and battle alone, but I know that when I'm too tired, I can always go home, heal myself and be ready for the next battle. Love is not about who wins or who lose in the battle. I may always lose but I know in myself I fought a good fight. I can always face the world knowing I loved and I will always love. =)

I am not an expert in love and I am just writing this Love thing because I want for everyone to feel and know that True Love is the reality. For some, it may turn out like feeling lost at first, but hey, Love is worth the travel right? It's worth every step.

Love is most of the times very complex and sometimes, it ends in a manner that you will never understand. When love ends one chapter, another new one starts... So never lose hope.

Love is True, Love is Real. =)

For My Bestfriend. =)

Sometimes in Life there really are Bonds Formed that can Never be Broken. Sometimes You really can Find that One Person Who will Stand by You no Matter what. Maybe You'll Find it in a Spouse and Celebrate it with Your Dream Wedding, but there's also a Chance that the One Person You can Count On for a Lifetime, the Person who Knows You Sometimes better than You Know Yourself is the Same Person who's Been Standing Beside You All Along... -Bride Wars

This is for my bestfriend Eddilyne Ruallo Berlanga, for your special day (someday soon).

I was watching the movie Bride Wars the other night and I heard the words from one the characters on the film. I just realized that those words were all true. I have a bestfriend for almost 23 years now and I would have to say that she's that one person who knows me well than I know myself. The person who have been standing with me all along.

I am happy to have known her, she's the one who keeps away bullies from way back kindergarten. I have always been the tear jerky. But things have changed now too except for our friendship. People would always ask: "You're still bestfriends?"

Oh well, we will be even for all the lifetimes we will have.



My bestfriend is in love right now and she deserves the happiness from this LOVE. =) We were just texting last night about some random important things and even if we're a little far from each other, it doesn't matter.

Anyway, she'll be here soon with us so distance for us now is like a week or two.

What we always think is that we we're actually sisters except we have different birth parents. *laugh*

I just really loved the movie and it got me thinking that someday, when we both reach the part of our lives where we would be sharing it with someone, the two of us will still be standing along side each other. =) and we will make sure that we won't get hitched at the same day. *laugh*

She's more of the No Stress Future Bride and I am a self confessed Future Bridezilla. *laugh x 3*

Anyhow, my Bes is better than the bestfriend I could ever asked for.

Thanks Bes for never judging me and always staying by my side no matter what the road life takes us. Hugs! Stay In Love. =)

My Day Yesterday

It's really been a very long day for me. I am quite happy with some of my assignments in My oDesking Life because my buyers are really great and of course the members of my team. They really help a lot on making me feel a little less "bobo". I was sort of feeling like I was really getting "mahina" when it comes to my tasks. *tsk*

But this day is much better than the other ones... I am slowly getting back into my line and it's always a good thing when that happens.

It's 03:33am and I am still up. I am really tired but I cannot sleep.

I am praying and hoping that my day later is going to be a little much better and that I can accomplish all the tasks in my hands. It makes me feel good when I finish all what I have to.

Kuya is home. I somehow feel better about it. Makes me feel like I don't know, maybe safe because he's my Kuya of course. We never had any row for a really long while and it's good. He'll be going back in Makati within this week because he'll be starting he's new job in Marriott Hotel Manila. I am proud of him really, even though he most of the time acts like he is the youngest in the family.

I think that is why I got really matured in the way I think early. There was someone who told me that I am a child, but maybe that is because that person never really valued me for the things I did right. Well, anyway this year is going to add up another one into my middlesome age...

I'm not dreading getting older. I don't know why...

I don't want to celebrate my birthday and it's really far from now. I just don't want to celebrate it... I haven't personally (deep inside me) celebrated my birthday for two long years now (turning 3). I just don't want to.

I am planning a birthday day out for my Kuya though, maybe I'll buy what he's been asking me for, as a birthday gift and treat him and our Mama out for a lunch or dinner and go to church.

I missed going in the Greenbelt Dome Church. One of these days when I have time to visit my relatives in Makati, I will definitely go there and pray and just sit for a while. I used to that when I was still going to school in Mapua Makati. I used to go there every afternoon before I head home...

It's almost 4am now and I should be heading for bed.

It's going to be a long day for me later. But I am always thankful for the blessings that God gave me and my family. Actually, My Family, My Friends, My Work, My Teammates are more than enough. =)